2009年3月22日 星期日

Do I Love You?

I don't know the answer.
I want to stop missing you, but I can't.
My heart doesn't listen to my mind.
It's painful.
My mind said you're definitely a big asshole.
However, my heart always miss all of your kindness.
I want to talk to you everyday.
It's a torture for me to see you appear on msn everyday and have no conversation.
I don't know how do you define our relationship?
It's you to come to me first.
If you don't want to date with me or have formal relationship with me, why don't you just let me go?
I can't catch your logic.
I always feel insecure.
You always acted like you just take me as an entertainment.
I hate this.
I love self-esteem more, I guess.