It's lucky enough to have job now.

My new job is a hard-working job.
There are too many job and too few people.
In my company, I am the only person in charge of editing, interviewing, reporting, copywriting and proposal.
Everything needed to write belongs to me.
It's a huge labor.
I often work overtime.
All my life is under the shadow of job, I even dream about job when falling asleep.
It sounds bad to have this kind of job.

In the past, when my family and friend heard about this, they would felt unfair for my and suggested me to find another better job.
However, in this wave of depression, their reaction change.
Almost everyone feel the strong power of cold economy, some of them never get any new order since June, some of their clients accumulate huge loss and might close down in any time.
Most of my friends are afraid about lay-off.
One of my soho friend don't dare to refuse any case even though he have too many now, cause he worries there might be no case in the future.

It's such a tough time, it's lucky enough to have job now.
I should not complain, I should cherish this heavy job.