What I Want

I always try to figure out this question--What do I want?

I have many dreams, such as being a novelist, making much money, traveling around the world, finding a good guy, having a house with garden, accompaning with my family more, etc.

All these dreams take time to achieve, so I have to find out the priority.
However, which one should be the priority?

I want to work abroad, cause I could make money and travel around the world in the same time.
But it's not easy to find such job for a person without any experience about foreign countries.

Maybe working holiday is a good idea, but I had car accident before and still feel not comfortable in certain part of my body. I wonder if I have enough energy to to do the labor job.

The permission of working holiday should be applied for before thirty and one could only get it one time in the whole life.
I am 29 now, don't have much time to consider it.
Maybe give up this chance and find another way to go abroad.